Yulia Dian

Baby, is a great gift of life. Especially, when it was your first baby. You will be like screaming or hurry up to help him when he falls on his first step. Yeah it’s happen to my family. My little Hyde it’s 16 months old and his trying to run sometimes. And all my family was very protective to him. But then I see it useless. Hyde doesn’t want to try hard for something, but now not anymore. Because I let him fall (in a good way). If he not that hurt, I pretend not see what happen. Deep inside my heart its paint full sometimes, but I want Hyde learn more from it. So, on every session family trip, I give him a trust. I let him walk with message "Hyde, mommy gonna let you walk. But please be careful and don’t run! Okay".     I don’t know if he understand or not, but I do just believe in him. I give my trust to him. Sometimes he just smiles to my words or ignore it haha... And what happen is, Hyde always trying so hard to prove that he really can handle it. He fall again ...

Being a mother never been my agenda, even though I once have a passion to married in a young age. But then, all this mother instinct came up since the first time I notice I'm expecting. Hyde Satriaditama Yuswanto my baby boy born in August 15th 2012. With all my courage I decide to have a natural birth. Its hurt, confusing and give me a lots of effort. But after all the process, I'm very proud of myself. Meet my little monster. We call him Hideto or Haido. He's a smart boy and of course annoying also hahaaa... Like the entire baby boy, he has more energy to do all the things. Since he can crawl, he tries to know everything. And now he can walk by himself, he so proud of it. Sometimes he try to run, fall and try it again until he tired and cry. Hahaaaa.. His entire act makes me laugh. All those process to be a real human being was very unique and amazing. It reminds me to my childhood. I can’t walk well to when I was a baby, but now I can run fast. We can even controllin...